April 19 Sometimes I wake up at night and my whole body feels like it s burning It s that strange feeling when you re lying in bed and all you can think about is one thing a desire that s impossible to ignore You can t stop thinking about what you d like to feel Maybe it s just my thoughts but in those moments I realize how much I crave something more something that will leave a mark And sometimes I just let myself relax and feel everything that s going on inside