I m starting to realize I m just not someone made for traditional relationships I love my freedom too much And on top of that I m looking for something very specific in a partner What is that something Honestly I m not even sure myself Maybe it s someone who can play into that power dynamic I crave I want to surrender to really give in to someone But deep down I feel like I can only truly do that once in my life Maybe I m just too complicated Or maybe I just haven t met the right person yet