This is from 2 censored pics sold in dms the other night would have
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This is from 2 censored pics sold in DMs the other night Would have been neat to hit 1k-3k a night like all the successful models I follow I hope to 1 day work hard enough to be as consistently successful as they are I know someone who used to be a hair stylist and they make 30k a month now doing onlyfans they make a goal of 3k a day Amazing I tried being there for Ken and was kinda head over heels in love with him for a minute I think we both realized things about each other that just wasn t going to work out I have my flaws and challenges so I understand They were good to me for the most part I was always there and open to listening but they never shared any real details and I never pushed We d been talking for months I kept telling them I would have taken care of them and they started saying stuff like that s just not true And I don t think you really know yourself It was really weird and jarring for me During our falling out he pointed out things I hated about myself that I already knew how I struggled to take care of myself and real life I wish he didn t do that cuz it felt like he was kicking me while I was already down Like telling a fat person they re fat Fat people know they re fat they don t need u telling them and reminding them I m not going into details but it became obvious to me that they had been keeping me at arms length and I realized a few things that broke the wall for me It was really offputting to not have anyway to prove myself or be good to them I can t really do anything if I ve offered to be there for them and they re the one who doesn t want to open up share details or allow me to provide show love It opened my eyes a little more and we clashed until I caved and left them alone like they clearly wanted The person that I idolized didn t exist anymore and I realized a few things that weren t adding up I miss the fantasy and mirage of the hero in my mind but there s no way for me to bring it back now I was enamored for the right reasons and I realized they saw me differently than how I saw me I was willing to commit to them which is insane in this line of work and had offered them 50 percent of a website if they could help me figure out stuff I thought I was being generous but if that s not good enough for them then I can t do anything about that Im going to be more business reasonable for myself from now on and let my council of mister slaves have access to me instead I guess I gotta do this solo and look out for me only like im supposed to I ve always been one of those overly generous lovey dovey people when I m enamored with someone and it s time to be an adult and more business serious I m happy to have my lessons and allow them to move on and I will move on as well I m heartbroken but it is what it is I m going to give myself happy holidays at home No more chads or ken Thankful for the ken stand in they were a good model for the shoot I m taking lessons from Venus and ______ from here on out cindymoon 007 silk venus Onlyfans com cindymoon7