fellas i m going to be taking a break from hookups for a few weeks i was offering fridays but i have to purchase a house soon amp working overtime i just realized it s been too much for me to fit men into my life at this time im financially well but i stress ya know even billionaires always feel like they are going broke amp i just can t take the stress rn it s crushing me i slipped one day today missing work amp it has destroyed me feeling like it s all over with however i will be spending my time buying lots of new clothing including sexual clothing for the cam which i will be online every morning during this time of abstinence my last test was a month ago but i had a boyfriend amp my doc is taking me back in soon as appt available i am happy for all recommendations of kinky clothing when you see me on cam amp i will get them myself i m just really kinda stupid with this stuff i will be resuming adult sex with others as soon as i feel i m built up enough for my house amp my stress be gone then it will be time to play again i need more bottoms in my life everyone serious has seemed to be just top men