Congratulations you re a cuckold now Part 3 After that evening a lot changed in my mindset I wasn t upset that I didn t finish with Misha Instead I got something better than any orgasm confidence It s not just men who feel their self-esteem soar when they conquer another partner Misha a mature and handsome guy was so nervous when his hands touched me I could feel his palms trembling I m not sure if it was from excitement or because he enjoyed it so much Either way I understood that he was thrilled by me And the way Dima was thrilled by me when we got home is hard to put into words That wild sex and his desire to own me it was incredible I felt wanted and that s very important to me Now when I walked down the street I found myself looking at other men differently No I didn t want to sleep with every one of them but they now became potential partners I realized I wanted to continue what we had started Something else changed too Every time I felt aroused I wanted to text Dima I could be at work go to the restroom take a spicy photo and send it to him I even remembered new details about sex with my ex just to share them with my husband Then I d watch how he would get embarrassed In those moments I felt power over him I knew that after such conversations he d take me roughly like that evening If I allowed him of course Sometimes I d just hint that he could go down on me and he could finish however he wanted One day while I was at work I decided to send Dima something he would definitely like I was aroused and really wanted to surprise him Dima I often think about that time with Vanya when you first came over It was a long time ago but I remember comparing you two after sex You were friends back then It was such an unusual experience for me He replied almost instantly as if waiting for my message Wow Why are you bringing this up now Was there a difference between us Yes there was a difference Vanya s was decent but thinner than yours With a thinner dick you have to have longer sex to finish But it was easier to give him head What are you doing to me I m working right now And you re distracting me so much my love Sorry I can t help it You know what else Both Vanya s and yours are much thinner compared to my ex s Really Now I m curious How big was he How much can you take Well if you re about 17 18 cm he was around 21 22 And thicker too So out of the three of you yours suits me the best It s perfect I d love to see you on something that big I don t think you d like it He couldn t go all the way in so I m not sure he enjoyed it either But I learned to give head on something like that He always controlled the depth because if it got uncomfortable for me no one liked that That s the main downside of such sizes He didn t reply right away Dima works from home and I figured he was already jerking off Always controlled Or were there positions where he went all the way in There were like when he was on top Missionary or when I was feeling completely relaxed Then it didn t matter how and it didn t hurt I wish I could ve been there with you in moments like that To support you To hold your hand if you felt uncomfortable I think you ll have that opportunity one day Love you my cuckold And I love you my sunshine After this exchange we paused I didn t see Dima but I could feel how aroused he was When I got home there d be amazing sex again Just like in the early months of our relationship maybe even better I decided to add a bit more I want the next time to be in a hotel So it s comfortable and calm No extreme situations You didn t fully get what you wanted did you Now we need to fix that Yes exactly my love I wanted to tell you something Honestly until the very end I thought you d just blow Misha Or that before sleeping with him you d ask me how I felt about it It was amazing to get the message that he was about to fuck you It wasn t a question but a fact And then the video of you writhing on his dick I had no thoughts of asking you I knew that just a blowjob wouldn t give me the emotions I wanted That s not interesting And then I realized I wanted sex with him I was curious to recall the feeling of a new dick Though I still didn t get what I was hoping for Next time I definitely want to finish I want it to feel so good that he and I will meet without you You want a steady lover Yes I do It s so convenient No need to waste time searching I could call him anytime and he d come over Dima s next message signaled the end of the conversation Sunshine sorry but I came Can we stop talking about this I feel awkward Sure my love No problem I adore you followed by several kissing emojis And I adore you too With that our conversation ended I went on with my day knowing I needed to start looking for a new guy right away