Today was physically tough In the morning I had a middle split session my second attempt ever and OMG I was just shocked at how painful it was For the first time I cried during a workout because the tears just came on their own Now my pelvic bones hurt like hell and I can t really move my legs much I went to a coach who doesn t hold back AT ALL and decided that for now I won t go back to this one I ll visit another coach occasionally someone with a gentler approach because today I honestly felt like I was going to die People with great flexibility are absolute heroes in my eyes because it s insanely painful and you just have to endure it gritting your teeth crying screaming just powering through Anyway no other news for now Tomorrow is dance practice and I hope I ll survive On Sunday I ll just spend the whole day lying down binge-watching shows and eating candy That s it