It s not uncommon for me to make a video or take photos that never make it onto my page Sometimes I decide I just don t like them It can be that I don t like the topic of my conversation how I look the angle of the camera background noise Roscoe lighting or I can be too impatient to let the video load Oftentimes if I m not on WiFi the content just won t load but every now and then I just feel like pulling back a little I don t always know why maybe it s the barometric pressure the current tilt of the earth or just my mood but then I m allowed to reconsider too right My page my rules Well a few days ago I was feeling fun and put on some new panties It was a day that I recorded one video and then didn t like it but I tried again This is the one I decided I liked the best I m kind of a loner by nature I really do enjoy alone time and I m comfortable with my need for independence but I have days that I don t want to be alone too Days that I prefer not to feel alone I m sure you all can relate or maybe not Maybe it s just me I am ok with that too because I am what I am