Hey everyone i hope you re doing well i know i ve been super absent
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4 months ago
lenorekingsley
Hey everyone I hope you re doing well I know I ve been super absent but I ll be posting some cute casual stuff after this post goes live But before we get into the fun spice again let s talk about where I ve been --TRIGGER WARNING FOR MEDICAL TALK-- As was alluded to in my previous posts before my major absences I ve been dealing with a lot of medical issues While I m pretty transparent I still don t have concrete answers on what s going on with me I can tell you it s been ongoing since last summer and it s still something I m struggling with daily It affects my skin in a very drastic way causing severe hives and swelling all across my body and face mimicking anaphylactic shock I ve had a couple scares but mostly I m doing okay I have an epipen inhaler and some medication I can use for now while I wait for further appointments That said the condition makes it difficult for me to feel optimistic or confident in myself let alone pose mostly naked for you fine folks It was demoralizing and sent my mental plummeting into a terrible place I m still fighting those pessimistic thoughts but the medication is currently helping keep the skin flare ups to a minimum for the time being That said I have desperately missed making content here and chatting with y all It really makes me happy and fills me with joy to be here People often ask why I m not nervous to talk about OF and it s because I genuinely have no shame about it And I have all you kind people to thank for that You ve made me feel sexy confident cared for and supported in so many ways While my medical stuff kept me away and answers are still out of sight I do feel a bit better where I m at currently enough to start posting again It s scary to put myself out there again after what I ve been through and am still going through but I know making this content truly makes me feel happy and it s my hope y all will enjoy seeing my keester on screen again as well Thank you again everyone Those who were here from the beginning those who recently joined Those who have bought all my sets or lurkers who enjoy my wall updates Truly you help me break out of my shell and feel like a million bucks even when the skittish voice in my head says I m not good enough Anyway I plan on posting more regularly from here on out I ll try to get back into a schedule as I did before but for now keep your eyes peeled on my red calvin kleins hitting your feed soon