Sometimes I can t believe it When I met J I felt life shift Best I can explain was feeling a new fun freedom ahead for me I noticed it but didn t at the same time Thinking about it now like my body sensed he s the one worth unleashing completely on I knew me and I m sexually driven but I was little reserved to some degree on who I allowed to see the whole me sexually The first time we were ever alone sexual topics happened naturally and I remember being shocked at myself that I stated watching DP is a thing for me I didn t know him for shit yet but it didn t matter I just wanted to be me and it happened naturally on its own Now we are here can t say this was the married life I imagined but DAMN Just when I thought one thing knock knock Yup I said a lot without saying a word You are going to have to deal with it for now