If you haven t tried honey in your coffee I dare you Local honey only The grocery store stuff does NOT compare I want to write more More and more authentically I want this page to be the real journal of my life It already is but now I d like to take it more in depth here and there So I wanna talk about my recent poly adventures too I got to know a new friend on my camping trip and my heart has not stopped singing about him since I am not complaining when I say I am so very emotionally exhausted right now Really I love all the challenges I have gotten myself into I can handle it and I was made to handle this shit It is just fucking wild to start the process of falling for someone and to have to drive home crying tears of joy and heartache I ll get to see him again in about 6-7 weeks then to welcome your old partner home that night as planned and as stuffed into a month in which we ve seen each other far less than usual while every cell of your body is still steeped in that new relationship energy Me and Daddy have talked things through All s well I m just like ahhhh woah I know NRE and I know that it will settle Just right now I m like a snowglobe shaken up still swirling I m a glittering garish mess and I love it goddamn the emotional whiplash It s a lot I love it