Good morning here are two videos from the past couple days i have a
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ameliaxy
Good morning Here are two videos from the past couple days I have a lot to share with you guys so be prepared for a bunch of paragraphs I m sorry I ve been gone for about 2 months I know a lot of you will say don t be sorry you re good Life comes first Which you are right and I appreciate those of you that say that MORE than I could ever express I ve had a lot of things happen at once and I try my best to be a very positive person I was just starting to drown and I truly couldn t find the time or mental energy to post about it or make new content One of the things was I was in the middle of moving to a new place An actual house In a rural-ish area yet still close enough to my hometown Little one s dad was doing a lot of overtime so I was doing ALL of the packing myself on top of caring for my now 9 month old Moving usually isn t too stressful for me but this time around it was because I was pregnant again So dealing with the morning sickness and all the new emotions on top of it all wasn t the greatest As of almost 2 weeks ago I did end up miscarrying at 11 weeks I was planning on taking you all with me this time and making preg content but like I said it was a lot at once I was sort of expecting this to happen aswell according to the doctors I m very fertile but it s hard to get past the first trimester for unknown reasons So I m VERY grateful and lucky that I get to be a mom to the one I have The last big thing that was is happening is my grandma who a lot of you have heard about from my snap stories we re super close and we do a lot together and I help her in my other free time with things she s now in a nursing home and I ve been fighting a family member who has started to elder abu e her It s a very frustrating situation that s been taking up a lot of my headspace You guys don t need to know all of this information but I m never not going to be transparent on my page We re all real people here and we all have things going on As of right now it s been almost a month of being in the new place I m starting to get into a good routine again I m HAPPY again and I FEEL good again Summer is also almost here I m okay and this isn t a pity post Just an explanation of why I ve been away and I ll never be able to thank all of you guys enough who stuck around anyways even the ones who came and left waiting for me to come back I am going to probably start doing my content a little differently the only way for me to have time is going to be by me multitasking Like doing dishes or laundry while I record In these two specific videos I m posting today the most dirty thing that I do is pussy flash I will do more intense things eventually and soon My doctor just wants me to wait about another week before I insert anything Also just stating so it is written down I only make these videos and photos when my little one is gone in a different room You can hear miss rachel in the background so I wanted to clarify I love you all so much I hope you had a good Easter if you celebrate