Hi there I m starting to feel better This morning was rough though and I got scared that a secondary infection might have kicked in but thankfully it turned out to be temporary I spent most of the day gathering my thoughts and here I am Mentally I still feel a bit lost and unmotivated but after a short walk things feel lighter Tomorrow I need to plan my upcoming border run and also take care of a few other small tasks Oh and I think I ve found a method that works for me right now so new photos don t make me feel down I just alternate between forgotten recent pictures and some new ones That s what I ended up doing today