Most days I was able to forget that I was sexual being My feelings had gone numb and I wasn t just saying that It was like someone had taken them away from me But I kept imagining my crush grabbing me from behind as I lay tied up on the floor with my mouth tightly gagged Where he d spread my legs open from behind and push his cock into my pussy fast and hard Fucking me as long as he needed to Which I hoped would be until I couldn t take it anymore and then some