Hey hey this is your message to get up and feel good even when you don t feel like it Dealing with an ongoing undiagnosed illness is truly truly a battle you have days you can t get out of bed days of pain but you have to try and get up and make the most out of each day This is what I m doing today To be honest I ve found it so hard to post lately I ve had quite a bit of online bullying about my unintentional weight loss and it s heartbreaking I m learning to love each new part of my body even tho I ve always been a curvy girl I m sure once I m better the curves will come back Anyways today I decided to ignore all of the negatives put a smile on my face get out of bed put on music and go in the shower and bring along my camera This is me now and I m not going to shy away anymore I hope everyone reading this has the courage to do the same thing I love you guys Thank you for sticking by my side through it all I won t forget this