In case anyone was curious Of course things couldn t work out for me Still a virgin unfortunately but not kissless anymore he did kiss me when I was laying on a couch not really expecting it He basically texted you re not happy let s break up lots so it was also weird gaslighting like of course I m not happy cuz u treat me bad and act like it s impossible for u to do the bare minimum I just want u to do better I just wanted to see him like I do every Friday on Valentine s Day I didn t need gifts or anything But he went out of his way to tell me he didn t want to see me on that day Also his family is racist which is why they can t know that I exist he says it would be a big thing and it looks like he was always on their side in the end and racist himself I wanted to jump back into nudes but I honestly don t feel good after grinding my crotch on a dude s crotch in a bikini and then being completely rejected Online chess is better than lil old me huh