Today dasha and i worked a lot she worked and i walked around and part 5
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girloftheforest
Today Dasha and I worked a lot she worked and I walked around and entertained her We recycled all the plastic and metal that was in the enclosure dismantled the old floor there and cleaned out the trash From the old boards we made a big bonfire Also I went to the cosmetologist today where I got injections in my head for a big brain for hair growth I really want to get Botox for my gummy smile I smile a lot mostly due to nerves since I taught myself to react to stress that way And I don t particularly like my smile although of course no one gives a fuck Also I spent a long time today fucking around with mods for Oblivion my Shadowmere kept disappearing but I fixed everything I also transferred my modded Oblivion to a flash drive and will install it on my laptop I hope nothing gets lost along the way and everything runs Well I ll give the old computer to Dasha she s been dreaming of playing Oblivion for a long time Of course no one bought me the Oblivion remaster but that s understandable I m like a rose among manure on OnlyFans totally shat on all my fans Again Well at least it s a reason to make a paid post Although you know I immediately spend that money on household stuff I remember around New Year s I bought something just for myself but otherwise it doesn t work out Well fuck it Speaking of roses I recently planted five roses four climbing and one bush Roses don t take root well in our soil but I still hope I covered them at night from the frost In general what I want to say is Dasha did an amazing job today huge thanks to her I also came across a video on Instagram where some old fart says that self-discipline is the source of all success I ll say that s complete bullshit The source of success is genetics and surrounding circumstances Nothing depends on the person as an individual My God even this personality is genetics corrected by circumstances No one will do more than their body s and environment s resources allow Were you born a short woman Accept that even as a bodybuilder you won t lift more than 20 kilos with your arms Were you born with low intelligence Accept that you ll have a diagnosis of mild mental retardation even in a family of professors Were you born with receptor deviations Enjoy incurable depression and apathoabulia all your life Were you born a genius in some ass part of India Accept that your family has never seen the internet you live in a miserable patriarchal commune and you ll have 40 kids by age 11 Were you born smart but anxious Accept that while you re doing everything perfectly and trying to please everyone around you you ll go insane And your say brother who has the nervous system empathy and intelligence of a rock but an awesome self-esteem will be successful in all chosen directions he just doesn t waste himself trying to do something better than the minimum Accept that at university a guy will get a pass even if he has no knowledge But he has a dick and is liked by elderly female professors And smart girls will drop out of the course because they ll be bombarded with questions And someone is born without limbs And someone is born a girl in Islamic countries And someone is born into millionaire families And someone wins the lottery And someone just has a boss who s not an idiot Is that okay To apply self-discipline Let those who dare to say something about self-discipline ch ok e on shit A person who has truly gone through fire water and copper pipes won t dare open their mouth at those who can t cope Because suddenly oh miracle no one wants to be unhappy We are living organisms and do exactly as much as we can to be happy within our capabilities Self-discipline doesn t turn on with the snap of a finger Telling someone about willpower self-discipline and so on is like telling a fat person you re fat lose weight Thanks fucker you discovered America and I didn t notice I weigh 200 kg Ha spit on such people When life brings such a circumstance that becomes a real test not a clown show suddenly people realize that they get through it mostly thanks to luck and fucking God s miracle because nothing depended on them at all And somehow suddenly they shut their fucking mouths If you see an adult who tells you another adult something about self-discipline feel free to tell them to fuck off Let them eat shit By the way want another joke We don t even have rational thinking Before a decision reaches the conscious frontal cortex it already exists for 8 seconds in the basal ganglia We as personalities don t exist at all we re a piece of flesh trying to prolong its genetic material and changing under the influence of external circumstances