this red lighting sinking into the bed my belly forcing my legs apart really drives in the giant fat baby lizard creature aesthetic i m going for i think thoughts FR THOUGH omfg ugh i can t sit with my legs straight out in front of me on my bed unless i m laying back when i thought of getting very fat 100lbs ago i pictured myself wheezing going up stairs struggling to fit in chairs not getting winded from attempting to reach my toes on a scale or 1-10 how melted ice cream am i looking