MY IDEAL MASTER A rant Let s dream a little and imagen this person exists My ideal Master knows how to dress nice has a little bit of class and knows more sentences then hello how are you and I want to fuck you They are strict reward good behaviour and punishes bad behaviour They make me feel safe in their presence But also make me feel stuck as I want the real thing not a game I want to be a true sissy slave I get pushed deeper in feminization someone who would drop me off to get lip fillers Someone who would go shopping with me put pics the clothes Someone who is proud of our BDSM dynamic and believes I should wear a collar in public Who thinks and treats me as a submissive a slave a slut Who makes me feel stuck no way out Who humiliates me has power over me When I log on chatrooms in search for this I indeed get 50 messages 40 of them are hi how are you questions wich I reply 40 times good thanks and you to and then they follow up with do you want to date Yes sure After 2 sentences i would love to date with an empty profile Sounds like an amazing date for me The other 10 are abit more direct and talk about their penis I want to fuck you wanna have sex Or a compliment first You re so pretty Wanna fuck Hell yes I do Let me give you my location right away Obviously sarcasm but frustrating On top of that I have to deal with fakers who just dissapear after they cum I don t think there are many true masters people who actually have a passion for the BDSM lifestyle I think my search online for a IRL master slowly ends and my search in real life starts I ll go to munches fetish gatherings and partys instead Perhaps there