I m devastated i think it s time to write about all this many of you
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ciwcia
I m devastated I think it s time to write about all this Many of you especially our friends knew that we have a cat without having a cat Right after we moved into our house a cat started visiting us - simply by entering through the window open door or something like that It turned out to be our neighbors outdoor cat Since then he has visited us almost every day spent a dozen or so hours with us slept in bed with us for months I knew that at some point it would be a problem so for a long time we tried not to let him in but believe me - he was the most stubborn cat in the world and would meow outside our house for hours to be let in the record was 3 hours without a break to the point that you could hear his voice weakening At the beginning of May he stopped coming to us and we knew that something must be wrong And it was I don t want to write too much here because I don t want to say too many unnecessary words Kropek is no longer with us I ve been trying to keep it to myself for the whole month and not worry about myself or others but oh well Forgive me if I haven t been myself lately at Animefest or other meetings and the worst thing for me is that I couldn t say goodbye to him because you know he wasn t our cat Many things didn t depend on us He just didn t show up one day and he ll never show up again In recent years I ve lost so many pets that were close to me and each time I couldn t say goodbye to them and I think that s what haunts me the most So in recent weeks I ve cried a dozen or so times fearing the worst Today I m crying my eyes out because I know I ll never see him again