Sometimes I just look out the window and think why doesn t anyone ask how I m doing and not just how are you I ve learned to smile even when there s a storm inside To answer everything s fine even if there s a lump in my throat inside But behind this calm surface there s so much unsaid Sometimes I don t want motivation and advice but just someone s warm I m here for you Today I don t want to pretend I don t want to be strong I don t want to be needed I don t want to be normal I just want to be - with myself in this moment in this silence in this strange June Even if no one understands The main thing is that I feel Which means I m alive And you - when was the last time you allowed yourself to just be