You know what a perfect shot looks like Glowing skin seductive eyes body like a doll Now guess how many hours of sleep are behind it Sometimes zero Sometimes I m holding impossible poses until my body starts shaking Two hours of makeup Lights heat hundreds of takes And then you just smile and pretend it s all effortlessly perfect I m not complaining I chose to be a dream But sometimes I wish someone would notice that behind this doll there s a real girl Stubborn raw and madly in love with what she does