Some days I look so calm from the outside Just a cute girl on a terrace sipping tea wrapped in a jacket watching the sky like I ve got it all figured out But babe inside I m burning I crave something real Something messy raw I want someone to kiss me like they re mad at me for making them want me so badly To grab me like their hands forgot what gentle means To look me in the eyes and say You wanted this didn t you And I won t lie I always want it Even when I smile like a good girl and pretend I don t So yeah I look peaceful But part of me is just waiting for someone who sees past the surface And knows exactly how to ruin me sweetly slowly completely Can you arrange that