December 2015 - January 2016 260s this particular December saw me continuing to spiral and desperately wanting my ex back - i think everyone s been there at least once i felt like i needed to compete viciously for my exes attention and that would soon be reflected in my body while that particular ex never made me feel anything less than beautiful i knew that their new partner was incredibly lithe and delicate - and my own insecurities led me to believe that my weight was part of the problem so sadly this post marks the start of my first and thankfully brief - albeit effective - stint with doing Keto the last photo with the rainbow patterned tshirt is the before photo i took so beware - the next couple days at least will contain a shrinking Nara