Sweetie I have a few important updates and thoughts to share with you Maybe you ve noticed that lately I haven t been posting much new content I ve been using old material across all my social media and I haven t released anything fresh in a long time I ve been going through a really tough period in my life and I haven t shared much about it with anyone because I really don t want to talk about it I just couldn t bring myself to create anything new and I ve been feeling deeply down over the past month That s why the idea to start a fundraiser for a trip to Disneyland came up I wanted to make a dream come true and simply escape for a while but to be honest I felt a little awkward about launching it from the very beginning And this morning I felt truly ashamed of that post I also realized that many of you didn t find the idea that interesting and that the fundraiser didn t really make much sense So I deleted it But I m incredibly grateful to everyone who supported me and showed care I truly appreciate it Everyone who sent tips has already received a little gift from me