My first boyfriend with whom I lost my virginity left me because I was not liberated and was embarrassed to moan in bed Not so long ago after drinking heavily in a club I almost had sex in a car with a stranger and it was at that moment that the idea to try to moan appeared in my hangover brain And that s it Now I can t shut up even when I m just masturbating I have to cover my mouth with my hand because one of the relatives is always at home But it makes me finish even faster