Coming home from a trip today i went to visit a friend i ve known and
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Coming home from a trip today I went to visit a friend I ve known and dated in my younger years I learned on this trip that I ve changed a lot over the years I ve learned that even though I don t like every individual person in general I like people I need a partner who encourages me to be social and who can also be social on their own On this trip I learned that I m marriage material and I need to take it seriously That means I need to be aware that guys I date will consider me marriage material and I need to be responsible about which situations I spend time entertaining I am a hopeless romantic and I don t want to break anyone s heart which means I break A LOT of hearts Being better at boundaries is always an area of improvement but I also need to start getting more comfortable with the marriage boundary in particular Doing OF like a lot of girls has made me wonder how it will affect me on the dating market I used to get giddy every time a guy would mention marriage around me feeling like I would surely have very few of these opportunities in my life especially after content I ve since learned that it hasn t affected my standing in the dating market or the marriage market It s changed my perspective on what I want in a partner and in my future but it hasn t hindered me from finding love and connection These days the topic of marriage has been scaring me because it s been coming up a lot in dating for me I thought it was a subject I wouldn t have to think about for at least a few more years down the road My career is taking off and so many dreams I ve been dreaming about for my whole life are finally happening It terrifies me to think about ending up with a partner who would be unsupportive or potentially try to sabotage my success Thinking about ending up with a partner who is anti social and would discourage me from networking in the tech business community also scares me I m excited to continue my dating journey I m not going to let one-off bad experiences distract me from the overall joy that I m experiencing in my life right now I ve also never used Onlyfans as my relationship blog before so make sure to like this post if you got all the way to the end