Part 1 Undressing in front of the mirror I suddenly remember that day the day I decided to greet my husband after work with nothing on - just my naked skin I thought maybe it would reignite the passion bring us back to the way things used to be I wanted so badly to reconnect to feel that spark again But things didn t go the way I imagined He came home with a colleague and there I was standing completely bare feeling something inside me shift like I finally realized it was too late That was the moment I knew all my efforts hadn t worked But you know what I don t regret trying Those little moments even when they don t turn out the way we hope are still part of my story They were my way of holding on even if things didn t turn out the way I wanted That s life isn t it We try we hope we do everything we can to bring back what once was but sometimes it s just not meant to be