People have been asking me what happened with my crush he felt the
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People have been asking me what happened with my crush He felt the same way and agreed to date me He even set rules of not fucking each other s friends and if you fucked other guys for filming let s not make the other find out But on day two he got high which I didn t know he did and got lost for the remainder of the 3 days and won t come near me but fucked everyone else But easy to forgive he s going through stuff and I just wanted him safe But he had changed Anyway this isn t about him One of my close confidants who s a friend I partner with to top bottoms in my films was very supportive when I discussed my crush and how I ll ask him out He gave good advice My friend often tells me he loves me We re close Like deep friendship love as he s married to a guy Anyway my crush as I said said yes to me Imagine how my world imploded when I saw from the balcony my boy who was very high was in this friends room I raced up there to find out they were about to film I told my friend WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING WHAT You know how I feel about him We re building something I DO NOT WANT YOU INSIDE MY BOY I was raging with anger but had to control myself because as a black man if you dare show feelings of anger when angry you re called scary violent and aggressive My friend said i don t have feelings for him it s just work Clearly meaning my boy was just a hole to him I said to him sitting over there is your husband how would you feel if I fucked him Look on his face told me he knew it was wrong He was so shocked when I walked into the room So he knew it was wrong Had been caught I told my boy that was a friend of mine who knew about us but my boy was so high nothing of reality was registering I left Guess what my friend fucked my boy and that destroyed everything It s the one time I have ever wished I was white so I could beat him to hell But as a black man I can t do that I wish I was in Britain I would have been able to but I was mindful I was in a foreign country But I promise I have stuff planned for him It s the cruelty that I don t get but he s just an empty desperate man so he has no morals and gets off with stuff like this But no one gets away with it I ll make sure he doesn t