PUMPED the f ck UP Most of you don t know that just a year ago I was recovering from transurethral resection of the prostate TURP surgery for non benign prostatic hyperplasia BPH I lost 1 4 of my body weight from January - May prior to my surgery and lost 1 3 my prostate in the surgery Post surgery I wasn t able to start back on HRT and with my body not producing it s own testosterone it led me down a dark dark path to crippling depression and left me with no motivation to even get out of bed and no drive to accomplish anything I gave up I was completely defeated In April of this year I d had enough I could continue to waste away or I could get back on my shit and make another run to be a great man once again One month ago to the day I started back on my HRT and wrote myself a meal program to get back on track I can t even believe how fast it s all happening Im gaining size strength and endurance with every passing day I have a new found love for my life I won t stop til I reach my goals- then I ll make new ones Stick around for the ride Enjoy the pic I m sweaty pumped and whacked out on preworkout