Hey guys this isn t my usual post but I just kinda needed to get this out there I haven t been doing that good lately mentally I m just not ok and I haven t been for a while but it s ok shit happens I m sorry I haven t made any contact or responded at all or done anything really I m in college I m going to become a mechanic and it s hard I m struggling a lot I don t want you guys to feel bad for me that I m not doing the best but I just want to address it I love you guys I really do and I m sorry to whoever I haven t fulfilled a promise to or under delivered Shits been rough I m 21 now and now I can drink I just pray I won t give it to the liquor because I do feel a lot better when I drink especially with friends Hopefully it gets better Good night guys And remember I a real person living a real life