hi i m sorry i still have so many plans for how i want to manage my account like dms some day talking to you more in my captions again talking bout kinks and stuff lives ppvs that people ask for etc but i can t get away from some other stresses and blahhh im gonna stop this lil vent right here because basically the conclusion is i m not chillin again and think i lost all my progress haha but the good news yes there s good news great news even is that i m becoming so good at sewing panties hahahaahaha sewing has become my coping skill but not really skill more like avoidance activity because i spend like at least 6 hours a day sewing and not dealing with the stressers problems and panties are my focus i feel i ve almost mastered them and then imma move on to bikinis and bras one day hopefully soon i will take pics for you in them ik you don t care who made the panty lol but i care it feels special it s like woah i coulda bought this in a store but i MADE IT MYSELF okay also i m definitely a bit manic right now but it s like a controllable level this chattiness and posting this even though i know i m gonna delete later hahaha sorry i m not writing in the most coherent way this caption is more like a public diary post so not written to be understood lol more just like 30 seconds of entertainment i guess side note on this mania thing though the one issue i m having is that i really really really want to shop that s usually my primary mania symptom and i really really really need to not shop lol i went hot tubbing yesterday with friends though and wasn t stressed for like 4 hours which was incredible and that s when i got these nice lil bikini titty pics