Not really sure where i m going with this or how to start it i ve part 3
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1 year ago
seabats
Not really sure where I m going with this or how to start it I ve thought about and rewritten this whole thing a couple of times Completely pulling back the curtain my life is kind of in shambles Career wise I m struggling monetarily motivationally and that loops back into a lot of nights letting depression take command I ve always struggled with depression throughout my life and despite 7 years of clinical therapy I have a lot of times where it still takes over My therapist always told me You have to be uncomfortable enough to make a change and I think I ve reached that breaking point That has led me to this point I ve never truly been satisfied with the way I look I don t like my body I m hoping that having a place here to put things to vent and to show progress will not only help myself but other people as well I m not entirely sure what direction this whole venture will take me but I just need an outlet I need a little box that I can put these pictures in to show progress and stay motivated and hopefully show a healthy road map to other people on how to better themselves I m not perfect I will make a lot of mistakes and honestly I m incredibly nervous about even showing these pictures now I m not sure on pricing if any and I m not even sure what this whole thing is going to look like It s going to be a constant work in progress but I don t think I d want to have it any other way This is me being incredibly vulnerable in this moment and I hope you find a measure of respect in interacting with me on this journey This is going to be incredibly safe for work I will not be hanging dong for people to see This is how I look now with what will be monthly progress pics and gym related updates I m not sure what to say at this point Best of luck to me - Adam