Ok guys I m going to level with you You know I ve been sick then had an unexpected death along with some other pretty much horrendous things going on I know it s been horrendous for so many people recently - I have been noticing the kindest people I know have been suffering the most I send you all my love Last month thanks to some new medication I have been able to work more again I am still always going to be sick and I still cry everyday but these last two months I have pushed so hard to be able to achieve what I was achieving four years ago It has become an obsession for me to mark this new chapter to overcome the past few years and really just BE the beginning of something new I can t always push this hard of course but I am so close to matching where I was aaaaall the way back in 2020 - if the next three days go well So please if there is anything you d been eyeing up to unlock or a campaign you want to tip or if you want to grab lifetime before it ends on Friday I would be absolutely overjoyed to have your help to achieve my personal goal Either way thank you for everything you have done now and always