Finding myself when i started my porn comeback i mentioned a few times part 5
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FINDING MYSELF When I started my porn comeback I mentioned a few times how as I was doing explicit self-portraits I was in search of my angles though I think that was shorthand for finding myself Over the course of slowly getting comfortable again being in front of the camera I m finding myself and those angles These angles are about capturing as best as I can what I m feeling erotically I want my candid behind the scenes content my intimate explicit masturbation photos and videos and my creative professional project to capture my embodied sexual pleasure With aging you earn the right to be loyal to yourself Frances McDormand My experience of pleasure has changed as I ve aged It feels different in my body It feels more intense and I have no desire to make it look any way but how it feels I want to capture every moan sigh grimace and facial contortion as the power of my orgasms pound through my body Ava Gardner was the most beautiful woman in the world and it s wonderful that she didn t cut up her face She addressed aging by picking up her chin and receiving the light in a better way And she looked like a woman She never tried to look like a girl Sharon Stone This is what I try to do with my curvier fleshier body during my photoshoot and video sessions receive the light I feel my body is a true wonderland as I curve and arch contract and release A playground for my viewers with my every touch and caress every ripple and wave of pleasure I express this and receive the light and you into my erotic experience It really turns me on this process I m curious What is your experience with your aging body and its eroticism