I m still struggling so much to find someone to film with My dating life has been SO boring lately I was so fucking excited for a date with a guy I had been wanting for years He finally asked me out on a perfect date and then blew me off a few days later It takes so much for me to get a real crush on a guy these days so I m so sad haha I might book some flights to Tokyo and see where I go from there The summer is flying by already