Hi I rarely share my raw emotions but today I want to be honest These past weeks have been a bit tough Sales have slowed down and it s left me feeling a little lost I always try to give my all but sometimes it feels like it s not enough nbsp Among other things I ve been blocked on several platforms those who found me on Reddit and Twitter know I m no longer there It s been so frustrating for me I ve tried so hard and it s like it s all for nothing It s like I m losing hope that things can work out Right now I m saving for something very close to my heart - celebrating my birthday somewhere warm My birthday is on December 26 and to be honest I m so tired of the cold and grey skies every year This time I dream of welcoming it under the sun nbsp Every order or message from you is a step closer to this dream Your support means everything to me because what I do isn t just for myself but to create something special for you