Oof this is hard to admit but I bit off more than I could chew I cannot believe the cost of home ownership and I cannot sustain it yet I am effectively backing out of my to be first block home and I ll be renting elsewhere while I save for a parcel Even though I despise moving again I m doing it for self preservation My new accomodations are going to be pretty interesting so I hope you stay tuned to see what kind of weirdness is afoot Im happy to be alive and out of the slum where my safety was uncertain I appreciate your support 2020 has been so strange I hope you are all doing well