When i was younger and looked at porn magazines and videos i would
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David Pevsner
When I was younger and looked at porn magazines and videos I would lose my erection whenever a model would spread his hole for the camera It just seemed so lewd brazen confrontational and well nasty Dirty I was embarrassed for the model It just seemed like they were going beyond intimacy into something so personal that it was not meant to be shared and exposed and featured except by strippers and rent boys and it just seemed so low to me Your asshole Yes you can fuck it and it brings a ton of pleasure but it s also where we let nature run its course on a hopefully regular daily basis I just couldn t get comfortable with the idea of a man showing his hole so publicly for all the world to see Hi Judgy It may not have resonated or turned me on back then but the way I perceived it was just so fucked up And since then I have been a rent boy and a stripper and I loved it No regrets at all And I have enjoyed exposing myself and being frank about sex and nudity and how it makes me feel not only as a gay guy but as a man of a certain age And I remember the first time I spread my hole for a photo shoot maybe 15 years ago or so I felt a thunder shot to my dick I don t think I had ever been as aroused in front of a camera as that moment For the first time I wanted the camera to focus on it to zoom in to go inside it I wanted to show my insides as well as my shell I wanted to be as intimate with the camera as I could possibly be I wanted to get nasty and seductive and invite the viewer to lick it to play with it to put their cock inside of me I remember that the photographer was a little shocked but definitely into it he just kept egging me on as he was a total ass freak and I went to town on my own hole stuffing my fingers in it stretching it as far as it would go in all directions and all the time he kept saying things like Yeah feel my tongue on it I want to shove my cock in there I want you to feel it all the way in Deeper Deeper Spread that hole for me Spread that fuckin hole Oh my god It was just the most flat out sexy moment And since then it s just a part of what turns me on When I do it I feel like I m challenging the camera and the viewer to decide how THEY feel about what I m doing and I fucking love that Some may find it nasty some may get turned on some may not give a shit but I love how it makes me feel Bawdy Vulnerable yet strong Sleazy but sexy Incendiary but audacious And totally shameless which is my mission in life No shame Instead of being ashamed of a sex act or exposing yourself think beyond that how does it make you feel if you re being honest about it Chances are it excites you Arouses you Makes you sweat Go there Go beyond the shame Go to the joy Spread your hole literally or figuratively Challenge yourself to go beyond your comfort zone I did and it opened me up in so many ways So let s focus today on that Today I want to present my hole to you with music that is reminiscent of those porn films that used to unnerve me Now I m owning it and loving how nasty makes me feel Here s Holecentric