I realize now that I can use this blog to open a personal discussion about sexuality and nudity body positivity and ageism Now that I m moving into video it s the perfect time So beyond the videos and photo shoots I want to delve a little bit into how putting myself out there this way makes me feel I m sure some of you just want the cock and I appreciate that and there will be plenty of cock and ass and fucking and JO and cumshots and but I d like to elevate the discussion beyond face value and I welcome your comments and questions So here we go When I first started posting my photos I had pretty strict regulations as to what I would show and what I would not As the years have gone by I ve gotten bolder and more adventurous One thing I swore I would never do though is be shot using toys To me even though I m obviously an exhibitionist it felt maybe too extreme and in a way too vulnerable Obviously I got over myself because I not only have a photo shoot devoted to a rubber cock coming soon but today s video is just that I m ready for you to watch but I have to say I still feel pretty vulnerable sharing this I hope you enjoy it because I sure had a fantastic time working myself over with my Toy Video by faefilms