I know it sounds silly but filming and posting takes a lot out of me I enjoy being present during sex with my partner Something about filming detaches me And to be honest I probably jack off two or three times a month and I want to enjoy that time with me I hope that makes sense I ll be uploading older full vids that you may or may not have paid for while I figure out what feels aligned to me to share with you I appreciate the heck out of every single one of you Even if we ve never had an intimate conversation You ve changed my life