Hehe couple clips from yesterday i ve been holy fuck exhausted on so part 1
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6 months ago
kota_morgue
Hehe couple clips from yesterday I ve been holy fuck exhausted on so many crazy levels and everything has been almost like dragging my body wit 10 sledgehammers attached to my bodyyyy specifically my neck tho like I wish my head was weightless I feel 100000 better since the last er bullshittttt and HOLY FUCK my body is weird as hellllll So after 20 gazillion times in the er they never once told me until now that I have TWO pancreas ducts Wut So I had helllaaaaaaa fkn calcified stones and alotnof fluid built up that couldn t get out bc my ductzzzz were suuuuper smalllll So I now have three stents in but I guess I forever have an inflamed pancreas And the scariest part is I think it s gonna happen everytime before I get my period sorry TMI the last 4 months i had a flare up beforehand and the pancreas produces hormones so if it couldn t flow thru my body right I get all fucked up I m fuckin terrifieddddddddd it ll happen again and there s no way to rly stop it But everyone thats been here this whole few stupid weeks sending loves and support I rly rly hope I didn t forget to send anything to peeps so pls msg me if I accidentally did forget I m trying to take it easy but it s so hard bc I got resin in the mail abd some wood I ordered for an Xmas pressie to myself LOL sweet mdf wood so many new projects finished and ones I had goin that are WIPS I ve been meaning to post here How Hass you guys beeeeeeen I love catching up Ihih see my last post for a new folder I hath made with tons if unseen stuff