Ok so i have to be honest with you guys i m kinda struggling right now
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Ok so i have to be honest with you guys I m kinda struggling right now My grandma with Alzheimer s has finally forgotten me and my dad her son and the rest of her kids incredibly close family She was originally diagnosed with early set stage Alzheimer s We thought we d have more time before all this She remembered me at thanksgiving and was doing alright Now She is at the point she needs 24 7 care She is not safe alone anymore but she lives alone My family has been fighting for months about putting her in a home My aunt tried living with her for a while a couple months but grandma was getting physical with my aunt and it was more than she could handle so she moved out and grandma is alone again I went to see her the day after Mother s Day and was able to see for myself how bad it s really gotten so fast It s bad I took her shopping and let s just say it was a shit show lol I cried the whole 2 hour drive home I m thankful she was happy the whole time Her Spirits were high- but She was just completely un aware of pretty much anything happening and was an entire different person But she was happy i am thankful for that This has subconsciously been bothering me for a while but reality has finally set in when i saw her and boiled over and now we are here I ll be okay I m just sad I miss the person she was and can t recognize the person she is now Nothing anybody can do i just have to learn how to live with and accept it I am not asking for sympathy or anything I just like being transparent with you guys so you re aware of what s going on when I m being distant and not posting or responding as much or posting about being sad I will always try my hardest for you guys and I ll always be honest and open about my life but i hope y all can respect that my Ohana will always come first no matter what so if i go quiet for a while that s why I love you guys so much And i appreciate you all endlessly I m gonna try my best to continue posting the way I ve been I ll try to get back to messages and stuff when i get off work i hope you re all having a good Thursday