Behind The Scenes Date Night Idea Have a photoshoot night As you know Mr Cullen and I love having a date night at home playing with the camera I love being told what to do The way he moves my hair or tells me which way to move my body He loves watching me model for him Worshipping my body and adoring every part of it Before OnlyFans I would just post on reddit Not for the need of feeling accepted but to see other women like me modeling and re-training my mind to what I ve thought is beauty Beauty is more that tits ass and pussy Those are sexy yes But a smile cleavage curled toes those can be equally as sexy Photoshoot night is something we started after we were done having kids and I felt like I didn t recognize myself in body I learned about mirror therapy and we thought a photoshoot night would be similar We usually turn on some music pour a drink and get to work It s never work it s a way of celebrating my natural body and all its capable of Seeing myself through his eyes Making myself his center of attention like when we were first dating Full Disclosure we don t always have sex after a photoshoot Sometimes we cuddle and listen to music or relax and watch a show afterwards Taking the pressure of sex off helps me to focus on being sensual with him It s easy to get stuck in my head overthinking If we get in the mood for more great But if not we had a great time reconnecting together after spending the day being parents all day A netflix show that brought this idea on Sex Love Goop episode would you do that This entire series is a really good start for talking about your insecurities with your partner My favorite app for lingerie https www adoreme com I spent a year paying the monthly fee and got a free outfit bra panties or pajamas As a mom putting myself last is a common denominator This helped me focus on myself