practising healing my trauma from unfortunate events in my childhood where i lost a lot of my control but now am able to do things outside of my comfort zone IN control including being handcuffed my crush cuffed my hands behind my back and got me an apple what s the apple for you may ask i had the amazing ass idea to get him to put it on the floor and also spitting some out onto the floor i will NOT be doing this type of shit often i felt like a damn dawg which was hot for the timebeing i m ngl ps while he was cuffing me i showed yall the buttplug i had in the whole time