Hiiii so i have a real question that i need your honest feedback to
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heatheredeffect
Hiiii So I have a real question that I need your honest feedback to help answer PLEASE I know it s long but I really need your help here I am trying to sort out where I am with what I do currently in terms of being sexual here I have found that what started as a way that made me feel liberated quickly turned into me feeling like my only value I provide is sexual which made me shut down I do like making artistic content like my MarieMur and some lingerie videos and photosets even I have definitely pushed my limits a bit or made myself do ASMR when I didn t want to and that makes me feel like I m not being authentic Not that I don t like ASMR I do Ultimately I like being able to connect with people and ASMR is a way to give some pieces of love and comfort which brings us here I do want to be able to go back to making content and tell myself that it s all consensual here and we realize that this isn t real but it s entertainment and just have boundaries on what I let people say to me If you like my content you can buy it and that s how I know you enjoy it I love talking to you but about real life stuff I want to be a source of love and light in your life and help you along your path to find your happiness within yourself I am having a hard time seeing how what I do now aligns with that But what I do allows me to be in a financial position to easily take care of my 4 as a single mom and has changed my life in the matrix in a way that I ve always wanted I just feel so weird about it all now and looking for reassurance that I am not somehow a bad person that is doing bad things here or holding you back in someway by playing on your sexual desires for my own financial gain You mean a lot to me I don t want to do you or anyone like that so I really appreciate your honesty and thanks for reading