Trapped in my own fat body it s not really a secret how fat i am i
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Trapped in My Own Fat Body It s not really a secret how fat I am I mean how could it be My size announces itself before I even open my mouth I can t hide it no matter how much I try to shrink into myself I thought certain things in my life might change as I got older but I never imagined this being trapped not metaphorically but physically My weight has reached a point of no return unless of course I opt for some extreme medical intervention Each day I feel the walls of my own body closing in my fat a prison I ve built brick by brick My legs swell and chafe with every step the raw sting forcing me to shuffle or sit instead of walk I know the couch will welcome me the bed is my sanctuary And yet even lying there I can t escape the heaviness My stomach bulges pushing against the waistband of clothes that once fit comfortably Denim Buttons Forget it I live in stretch fabrics now the kind that expand without judgment but also without warning How do you realize you ve doubled your size when your clothes stretch with you betraying you silently I don t even notice anymore until something mirrors my body back at me a photo a glance in a shop window a passing remark I pretend not to hear I can t help but feel disgusted by my reflection a body shaped by greed by overindulgence by a refusal to stop My brain feels like it s been rewired permanently programmed to consume consume consume Food isn t a necessity anymore it s a craving an obsession a ritual Even writing this I feel the humiliation flood me Every word feels like a confession like stripping myself bare for the world to see But then again isn t that what my body already does My fat is my truth visible and undeniable and I am trapped within it clip includes fat chat extreme elements ruin fetish humiliation eating partial nude