I M BACK Sorry for sorta disappearing on y all I ve been going through it Within the last few weeks so much shit has piled up on me and I ve felt so defeated and depressed I didn t even get to go to my aerial studio during that time I ve finally been able to return today and it really lifted my spirits We just got a new rectangular apparatus that I got to play around on a bit it was too small for me to do much in and also hurts a lot more than a Lyra lol and i noodled around in Lyra and pole a bit too I have surgery this Wednesday so I m not totally out of the woods yet with crappy life stuff but there is light at the end of the shit tunnel lt 3 thank you to all of you who ve stuck around and been patient with me