Long post warning i ve struggled with a lot of things when it comes to
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10 months ago
therhiannonrose
Long post warning I ve struggled with a lot of things when it comes to pole dance I m bigger than most folks at my studio and therefore have a harder time building up the strength needed to lift my weight It can be so discouraging to see new people quickly master tricks that I ve been working at for months I also have a weird issue where my hips groin will randomly hurt a lot when I squeeze my legs together which makes pole climbing extremely challenging I went to physical therapy for it last year but I find it difficult to keep up with all the exercises daily on my own in order to maintain the progress I made then on top of work classes and other life stuff I truly love pole and don t think I can ever leave it no matter how much I struggle with tricks But this stuff does get to me sometimes and makes it tough for me to want to go to classes Aside from those struggles there are a couple reasons I don t post pole content as much as I d like to 1 I m a huge perfectionist and 2 I m not super comfy with my body I only want to really share videos where I feel like I m killing it at every moment and it s hard for me to accept that there are some moments where I don t hit things as cleanly as I d like to or I m trying to recall what comes next And then there s my bod I mean in this video my gut straight up pooches out from under this shirt bc it s shorter than I realized I m honestly always worried that I look too fat in things to post them here but I also remind myself that y all are here bc you think I at least look decent lol so hopefully a lil extra tummy or some thigh booty dimples don t bother you too much All that to say I d love to start sharing more pole dance vids with y all but I m just really self conscious about it so I m going to try to fight that fear by posting a decent length vid here now I hope y all like it And if you read this whole novel bless u kind stranger