w Yesterday for the first time in a long time we had a sumo shoot It was a great workout and it was funny because everyone looked so normal and it was obvious that they really didn t want to lose and they were really serious about it Of course I don t want to lose either When I got back home I was thinking about what to eat and bumped into a girl from my neighborhood so I thought this would be a good opportunity and we went to eat monjayaki Monjayaki is delicious but I get very edematous the next day Now that I woke up from sleep my eyes and hands are panting my gut is tight and I have night sweats I want to get dressed but I don t have any more pajamas because of the rain every day and I don t have any more clothes to change into I don t know what to do