Smoking my first cigarette after traveling 6 hours - hotboxing my car Ugh it is so hard traveling knowing that when I smoke my last cigarette before going into the airport that it ll be HOURS before I have another From the last hit I savor the taste and feeling as long as I can Walking through smelling the nicotine on all the smokers just about drives me over the edge I try to sleep on the plane but knowing my next cigarette is that much closer keeps me energized FINALLY the plane arrives As we un-board the plane I feel my heart pumping hard and fast as I taste my first cigarette with my thoughts Racing out my husband follows my fast short legs and closely as possible We get to our car and immediately I grab out my pack of Marlboro red shorts and spark it but this time I leave the window CLOSED My mind whirling with the clouds of smoke my husband looking at me like i m crazy This This was the moment I had been waiting for